Talking about love isn't orthodox at all.

Hi all, 

For the past 5 months, i have spent my time with learning typing without looking into the keyboard.. ok.. i lied, i looked a bit. I also didn't expect to spend most of my time with listening to the abuse victims in many kind of crimes and at last most of them found in learning made them more valuable and now some of them became a social volunteers, some became as psychologists.

Aside of making sure mom's emotion to much more stable, I also invent new recipes for mom, which i never had when i was super young. I was really surprised mom liked it.  

ok. at this point, you'll be wondering what do i do for living? 

okay, just a brief explanation..i have several shares on other companies which some of them were IPO's (Initial Public Offering is a shares that some companies open to the public) and some went into equity on healthcare, technology and pharmaceutical. 

Back to the main story, i was really into story telling when i was young, until i made decision into finance school at one point. The story telling is way different with what we read on daily, but it's not so taboo though. we talked about money on everyday basis but the way some of us learn is just a bit different. 

One thing, in finance, there are many of the practitioners who are very different on what they do. Its a big composition. okay, leave finance. nothing special about it. 

My love perception has shifted into many ways like how the abuse victims were locked into the world for years and still did not lose hope towards God. I have to admit that, the world is different because how we valued life. Through our perception towards God.

One thing that i never forget and it stuck on my head, one of the former victim said..

As long as we can read, we can learn and be better for ourselves. I couldn't believed that i made a way into Oxford and major in psychology. 

At the same time, i respect to those who has found their love life and embarks a new journey as a husband and wife and sooner as a parent. It is a lot of hard work for sure, and savings must be on point, insurance once your baby was born, and so much things to do. I remember when i was almost completed my diploma, some of my friends at that time were keen into marriage, and one day there was a novel about a newlywed and how a finance stability hit them and upon hearing them "ohh jangan risau, Allah pasti akan bagi rezeki kalau kita kahwin" 

Yeah..by what? duit jatuh dari langit? 

Kerja la samdol,..save up. planning. All the process takes time.. 

To my surprise, from what i have spent myself into reading many confessions. Many divorce cases happened when a couple was burdened with financial crisis and most of them came from low income family. 

I am about to start a new project, still not sure with manuscript or a novel..but the concept of love life that i'm gonna put is different than the normal love that evolves between a man and a woman. 

That's all. Love you. Thank you to those my old friends who said i love your blog, i love how u write..even... i am ur fan. nononono.. I'm not a proffesional writer though, i write what my heart feels, i would not read and write something that my heart was not into. To answer an allegation that i dont watch Malay dramas at all.. i am a big fan of drama Nur in tv3. Most of the dramas are allluring into typical sick love, and i'm not into it. 

Also, the way i express myself now is much more different than i was younger.