what's life after resignation

when I felt I was really manipulated and became a cleaner of someone's fault and to be blam of.

I quit.

because things were downhill and I might lose my mom.

people were oblivious. some of em.

I quit.

I hate them. but I decided to build a new life.

past 2 weeks, I have resigned, I get so much busy than before. I cleaned up the house diligently, read books more than before.

I fall sick so bad.

I just realized, I don't want to get lonely

what made me felt lonely now because, I'm sick.i can't do much,all I do is sleep and rest and I'm lonely. luckily,I talked to God a lot.

there are several guys try to get to know me,but..I don't know,I just felt like they're trying to spare their time not get lonely too. Which is okay...but,this is not cool man.

maybe I'm in phase pretty sick right now, so my mood swing is a stardom. I hope I get better and find my tempo back to read and write. what I write is article,I don't read novels and don't know how to initiate a character and all, so article is the best because I'm dull.

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Anak Nakal.

Anak nakal tidak digemari tetamu. lebih2 lg anak yg sering mempraktikkan cara ShinChan dan Hagemaru. Anak pasif digemari tetamu. biarpn membisu dan spt patung..itu lebih baik =) Anak2 zaman skg ni bahaya jgak..kita marah dia, dia marah kita balik..kita cubit sikit, kepala kita kena ketuk. Mcm mana ni.. Apa yg mak bapak dia kena buat spy anak2 dia menjadi pewaris spt Sheikh Qadir al jailani, fathi yakan, imam2 yg tersohor zaman dulu.. teringat sy akan ceramah malam tadi, Rasulullah bersabda kajilah alam, namun perlu diikut dgn kitab (quran). Jika kita hanya mengkaji alam, maka kita hanya maju dr segi meterial, namun akhlak dan ketamadunan manusia itu miskin. Begitu jg sebaliknya. Mak ayah mmg memainkan peranan yg penting utk pembangunan insaniah anak2, antara yg kita selalu lupa ialah mendidik anak2 cintakan agama dan ilmu. Mak apak kena ajar anak pergi surau dan kenal Allah, siapa Rasulullah, apa yg Rasulullah kata..apa yg Allah tak bagi..kenapa Allah sayang hamba yg baik..kenapa

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Talking about love isn't orthodox at all.

Hi all, For the past 5 months, i have spent my time with learning typing without looking into the keyboard.. ok.. i lied, i looked a bit. I also didn't expect to spend most of my time with listening to the abuse victims in many kind of crimes and at last most of them found in learning made them more valuable and now some of them became a social volunteers, some became as psychologists. Aside of making sure mom's emotion to much more stable, I also invent new recipes for mom, which i never had when i was super young. I was really surprised mom liked it. ok. at this point, you'll be wondering what do i do for living? okay, just a brief explanation..i have several shares on other companies which some of them were IPO's (Initial Public Offering is a shares that some companies open to the public) and some went into equity on healthcare, technology and pharmaceutical. Back to the main story, i was really into story telling when i was young, until i made decision into fin

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Doa Rabitah.

Nak tau tak, apa yg ada kelebihan utk doa ni..doa ini dapat merapatkan hubungan sesama manusia wpun deme berjauhan..ada sorg jejaka tu pernah tanya ustaz, ustaz mcm mn ust handle anak2..sedangkan ust selalu berjauhan dgn mereka.. dan ust tu kenalkan doa ini..insyaallah kalau selama ni kte pernah ada miscommunication dgn sespe, kte rs kurang serba serbi, hati asyik sedih2 atau pn apa...kte kembali kpd Allah. Intisari maksud doa rabitah: Ya Allah, Engkau mengetahui bahawa hati-hati ini… (bayangkan wajah-wajah rakan seperjuangan) :- (Sifat-sifat Hati) berkumpul kerana mengasihiMu, bertemu kerana mematuhi perintahMu, bersatu memikul beban dakwahMu, hati-hati ini telah mengikat janji setia untuk mendaulat dan menyokong syariatMu; (Didikan Hati) maka eratkanlah ikatannya, kekalkanlah kemesraan antara hati-hati ini, tunjukkanlah kepada hati-hati ini jalannya yang sebenar; (Bekalan Hati) penuhkanlah hati-hati ini dengan cahaya RabbaniMu yang tidak kunjung padam, lapangkanlah hati

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