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Loving your commitments level. I am not expert though..this is the fundamental of the basic.

If you notice, i never shared complex content, never argue on anything on my sites, and did not post too long posts.  i always keep it short and never shared about political views and never post finance detail related. One thing on the internet, i always considered my articles or any kind of work that i do on private mode.. The articles would be on copyrights state and never considered myself as a reference to others. My experience taught me that,  No matter how different field we are, never thought that we are much better than anyone else. He or she might be very good at communication skills, we need to learn that.  The moment we thought we are above than anyone, that is the moment we have failed.   In fact, having degree is not a greenlight to say that, i am gonna have a pretty well career. How many of the graduates faced the unemployment? This may a verdict towards, what is the point of learning... You learn because you are human that seeks knowledge and by this stepping stone, you
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Talking about love isn't orthodox at all.

Hi all,  For the past 5 months, i have spent my time with learning typing without looking into the keyboard.. ok.. i lied, i looked a bit. I also didn't expect to spend most of my time with listening to the abuse victims in many kind of crimes and at last most of them found in learning made them more valuable and now some of them became a social volunteers, some became as psychologists. Aside of making sure mom's emotion to much more stable, I also invent new recipes for mom, which i never had when i was super young. I was really surprised mom liked it.   ok. at this point, you'll be wondering what do i do for living?  okay, just a brief explanation..i have several shares on other companies which some of them were IPO's (Initial Public Offering is a shares that some companies open to the public) and some went into equity on healthcare, technology and pharmaceutical.  Back to the main story, i was really into story telling when i was young, until i made decision into fin

what's life after resignation

when I felt I was really manipulated and became a cleaner of someone's fault and to be blam of.  I quit.  because things were downhill and I might lose my mom.  people were oblivious. some of em. I quit.  I hate them. but I decided to build a new life.  past 2 weeks, I have resigned, I get so much busy than before. I cleaned up the house diligently, read books more than before.  I fall sick so bad.  I just realized, I don't want to get lonely   what made me felt lonely now because, I'm sick.i can't do much,all I do is sleep and rest and I'm lonely. luckily,I talked to God a lot.  there are several guys try to get to know me,but..I don't know,I just felt like they're trying to spare their time not get lonely too. Which is okay...but,this is not cool man. maybe I'm in phase pretty sick right now, so my mood swing is a stardom. I hope I get better and find my tempo back to read and write. what I write is article,I don't read novels and don't know ho

thank you for this.

this is the site for personal trivia.  despite for the hate. I  sometimes feel loved by whom free to cascade their love. thank you for loving me. thank you qis. I'd run and chase my real dream as financial author. love u qis....

I'm in this phase now.

Mom got sick when I was pretty young. I was 23. People couldn't believed that I didnt and don't  have a boyfriend. Way before mom got stroke, mom already had many difficulties and she always sick. So, I was the only child stayed beside her and helped her.  So I had no ample time to go out with friends. I didn't have teens life actually. Never had a trip. Never had a camping. Never had those things. My ever first trip when I was working with PBLT. We went to Langkawi and we took cruise. Wuuuu. I hit the jackpot. That was the last enjoyment that I had while working. Masuk HSBC. Neraka. Masuk Malakoff...hmmm entah. Tapi best la juga. Alhamdulillah. Dengar cerita dulu orang Malakoff lagi gila. Company trip pergi China/jepun wei. Gilloo.  When I was 23 to 24, I started join HSBC. Time Tue macam bangga la kununn. Bangga dgn diri sendiri. My parents were proud of me too. Masatu boat, nekad nak belajar Brock stocks nak itu nak ini. Ah macam². Tapi bila dah masuk...hmmmm tak semua o

Life

What is life anyway.. what's the purpose of i live?  People get married, then i wanna get married. people have that. welp i wanna have that.  The fundamental is wrong!  Some of us are destined to be different.  I am different with my friends since i was a young girl. I was and still frugal when it comes to price, when it comes to food. when i eat, i'm gonna make sure its not just price, but i won't hesty and leave my food just like that. i gonna finish everything on my plate. They thought i was only starving, the fundamental is. when u appreciate God's blessings, do not waste. Do not teach ur kids to be like that.  When someone came up to me, to eat. i'm gonna buy a new one for em. New, not with my leftovers. Why am i mentioning this? what's the point anyway?  My intention is just, appreciate your life with gratefulness. By? your attitude.  When it came to dedication, beat it. i was the most diligent when i was a student, and it takes for years for me to underst

Criticize

 I got criticize a lot for wearing burgundy lipstick like Taylor swift used to wear. hee.  There was a time, CFO said.. aisha tu kuat melaram je, bukan reti buat keje.  oh my.. that stab my heart profusely... where the inspiration came..  hmm what i try to resemble..  and it turns out... not very...ah apa2 jelah. haha i have the merchandise now.. eheee   masa zira kawen, i got very happy after chilling taylor concert at home.