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If marriage is a total shipwreck, Nabi wouldnt get married.

My friend, whom took granted on her parents. Her mom died, and his dad keep on living , be loved by the grandchild in this life.. and yet, she got married with an imam and a successful man.

My friend, whom chose her friends beside her parients already had a blissful party at the beach and heard that she's pursuing her doctorate.

While i, let fo of the people that i love, let go the moments that i burn, leave everything just like that.

I wonder what Allah has prepared for me..

Ya allah.. i cant imagine how Gracious You Are..

I keep on going. even my shoulders are sprained. My back is hurt, my stomach is swollen, i cant wait to meet U one day My Lord..

please please..

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