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Reason why i shut down the social media.

Social media is my opponent right now. 

especially instagram. 

banned.. 

I felt so lonely when i saw my friends had a blast in their life when they got someone special and plan to get married. 

Its normal rite? because i am a human being.. have a tendency to be loved and loved. and it makes me sad thinking how rigid my life is.. 

and i talk to my girlfriend.. kak zie.. which is very passionate talking about TVXQ. Well actually we got a clash of interest.. which i like Taylor swift of all time and she's with TVXQ. its okey, but our conversation became really weird and it didnt continuosly flow like others. So it went like, omg tay got a curves now and she's a hottie!! and she's like.. what? she should gain more and started to complain her appearance..waittt..what???.. and it went like.. dont talk about my baby like that! -.- 

and lately i watch tvxq most. (i'm so sorry taytay..i do this because of friendship) 

It all starts with.. hmm okey, i'll watch this link and thats it. and yeah. I have to admit that they're cool and great dancers, singers.. of course i dont deny it. I watch it because of i have to find something common between us. hahahaa. we are so different man... its like she's from north pole, i'm from south pole. and we collapse but we're always in a great term. Always have a mutual understanding. 

when she send me a link the relationship that changmin and yunho has is like.. ohhh... i get it now! All this while, she was talking about our friendship is just like em~

lol. 

and conclusion, she's cheering 10 years for yunho. and i'm just like U GOT IT DEVIL CHANGMIN!! *dont care..how many years they're rooting for tvxq. i just like that devil. 

Not really into tohoshinki but they're cool and cool. and i'm supporting their music and rooting for devil changmin. haha. 




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