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Apa sangat dugaan aku dibandingkan anak2 palestin, syria yaman..

tulisan arab surat albaqarah ayat 214Aku adalah anak bongsu, lahir dpd keluarga tak tidak bahagia. Waktu lagu "keluarga bahagia " berkumandang di tv, radio..aku sering berdoa pada Allah. 'Ya Allah, cepatlah hamba membesar..hidup sbg seorang anak yg sering dipukul, didera, terlalu perit. Hidup kami umpama hambanya abdi' cuma tak dijemur bawah terik matahari je time tu. Tapi bila tetkenang waktu skg, aku rasakan itu umpama mimpi. Tapi, aku untung, mak ada di sisi.. Jadi lagu "senyuman ibunda.. Kasih yg dibawa, ikatan terbina. Wujudlah keluarga bahagia, oh bahagia"
Oh ya, lagu itu sangat relevan bg aku. 
Pada waktu itu, aku jd bersemangat utk membesar sbg anak yg berjaya. Yang akan membela nasib mak ketika tua..
Sama seperti abang-abang dan kakak aku dulu. Kita semua sepakat, cakap nak bela mak, nak sayamg mak, balik kerja akan cari mak..tapi sayang, aisha tak mampu nak pujuk hati-hati abang yg terleka dek dunia. 
Waktu kita kecil dulu, bangah, bancik selalu sebut..adik lahir waktu arwah along pergi tinggalkan mak. Mak habis je pantang, aalinv meninggal. Along dulu pon suka agama.. Habis solat dia mesti akan baca kitab. Mirip tafsir al azhar, tp kitab along dlm jawi. Along pergi tahun 1991, usia 9 tahun. Impak along besar buat kami 4 beradik, kita sepakat kata nak berjaya demi membela nasib mak..sayang seribu kali sayang..aisha tak pernah salahkan abang-abang sepanjang aisha habiskan masa dengan mak. Sbb ini demi aisha juga, di akhirat nanti..Allah akan tanya, masa hidupmu dulu, apa yg kau habiskan? Insyaallah. Aisha ada jawapan. 

No, aisha tak tinggalkan abang-abang sepanjang tempoh ini. Doa aisha sentiasa mengiringi..cuma, yelah, aisha tak rasa abang-abang aisha ingat adik dia yg dah anak dara tua ini. 

Bangah, bancik..
Kenang lah waktu dulu apabila kita pernah hopeless dan tak mampu huat apa-apa demi mak. Skg, bila Allah dah beri nikmat..kenapa lupa? 
Rezeki Allah tak pernah kurang. Tak pernah sikit. Sebab kita hambanya yg Maha Kaya. 
Waktu atap rumah tercabut tahun lps, aisha tinggal berdua dgn mak. Apa-apa boleh jadi..Maha suci Allah, seminggu kami hidup tanpa elektrik, orang nak pecah masuk pon boleh. Maha suci Allah. Selamat, tak ada jatuh ditimpa tangga. Tp sayang, abang-abang aisha tak call pon tanya aisha, okey ke tidak. Sebenarnya, dah lama aisha merajuk, tapi aisha pendan
 ALLAH teman terbaik...Rasulullah seolah-olah memandang aisha dari jauh. Itu buatkan aisha kuat dan kuat lagi
 Ada tak korang tanya, ada tak lelaki confess cakap nak kau sha? 
Tak pernah kan? Korang takut kalau aisha kawen kan? 
Takpe, dah lama aisha bg tau Allah, aisha insyaallah akan sentiasa menjadi lilin demi mak. Aisha lahir waktu along pergi tinggalkan mak. Sakit itu sementara, kegemilangan selamanya. Dunia ini sementara,akhirat kekal selamanya. 
Untuk itu, aisha pilih ayat al baqarah 214...
“Apakah kamu mengira bahwa kamu akan masuk surga, padahal belum datang kepadamu (cobaan) sebagaimana halnya orang-orang terdahulu sebelum kamu? Mereka ditimpa oleh malapetaka dan kesengsaraan, serta digoncangkan (dengan bermacam-macam cobaan) sehingga berkatalah Rasul dan orang-orang yang beriman bersamanya: ‘Bilakah datangnya pertolongan Allah.’ Ingatlah, sesungguhnya pertolongan Allah itu amat dekat. (QS. Al-Baqarah: 214)
Allah swt. berfirman: am hasibtum an tadkhulul jannata (“Apakah kamu mengira bahwa kamu akan masuk surga.”) Sebelum kamu diuji dan dicoba, sebagaimana yang Allah Ta’ala timpakan kepada orang-orang yang sebelum kamu. Oleh karena itu, Dia pun berfirman: wa lammaa ya’tikum matsalul ladziina khalau min qablikum massatHumul ba’saa-u wadl-dlarraa-u (“Padahal belum datang kepadamu [cobaan] sebagaimana halnya orang-orang terdahulu sebelum kamu? Mereka ditimpa oleh malapetaka dan kesengsaraan.”) Yaitu berupa berbagai macam penyakit, musibah, dan cobaan.”)

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